Post by Deleted on Nov 29, 2013 2:50:10 GMT -5
Sestral
Name: Sestral Alias: Cutie, Sweetiepie, these aren’t really alias. He’s just really cute okay. Age: Fairly Young Occupation: Wandering around collecting stray animals? Does that count? Collecting things in general. Member Group: Angel Playby: Uruha |
Personality –
Sestral is as sweet as the day is long. Gentle, kind, timid, and soft spoken; he seems to never raise his voice above a soft whisper. He finds true amazement in the world around him. Everything seems to cause him great wonder and he tends to step into trouble almost blindly. His sense of self preservation is lax at best and nonexistent at worse. He just doesn’t see danger in the typical sense; this tends to land him in trouble. He is self sacrificing, and has made himself believe he is the worst of the worst. Being a fallen, he believes he was cast out of heaven due to some grave injustice he did. As opposed to merely falling and losing his memory; this self image has left him deeply troubled. He thinks so little of himself that even when he does sense danger he just doesn’t really see a reason to avoid it. He isn’t suicidal by any stretch however. Honestly danger tends to find him as opposed to him seeking it out.
He is mesmerized by soft things. The fur of kittens and puppies is one of his favorite things; though he also has some amount of wonder at hair. He is amazed by all the different textures. Touch is a big deal with him, he loves to touch. Hugging, holding, snuggling, just being close to a person brings him great comfort. It’s how he communicates a large portion of what he feels, is through touch. So when he is denied touch he tends to become almost depressed and frantic. It’s for this reason, or maybe just because he loves them so much, that he collects stray animals.
Among his collecting of stray animals, he also collects odds and ends and fills his pockets with them. He can be found with some of the silliest things on his person at any given time. It’s ridiculous what he finds to be of great interest.
His curiosity is almost insatiable, and despite his lack of self preservation he is timid. He doesn’t seek death, or even pain, and he isn’t self punishing. As a matter of fact if it comes down to it he will shy away from a raised hand or loud voice. He scares fairly easily, once the amazement he is feeling at any given situation fades. Perhaps the best thing to compare him to is a doe; wide eyed with shock until it realizes there is danger and then it shifts to fear.
He is polite though, and perhaps the most open individual one could ever come across. He doesn’t judge, a strange thing for an angel to be sure. There are many shades between black and white. Besides he himself did something far worse than anyone else could ever hope to have done. So what right does he have to judge the deeds of others?
On a side note he is easily impressed. He has no great talents that he knows of, so to see others with such skill causes him great awe. He is in a perpetual state of amazement due to… well everything really.
History –
Sestral fell from Heaven, he wasn’t cast out, he fell. Plain and simple, he loved watching people and he got so wrapped up in one of his favorite people that he just fell. He had become particularly fond of a young boy, of about three, and one day the little boy wandered out into the street. It caused Sestral to flutter in panic and worry. He wanted to help, to save, he got so caught up in his want that he just sort of got too close to the edge and plummeted from his home. He was so shocked that he had done it at all, that he didn’t catch himself.
He slammed into the earth, causing his wings, not even fully formed at the time, to almost crush under the weight. As well the impact left him with complete and utter memory loss. When he awoke he just assumed he had been cast out as opposed to having just fallen. He built himself this great falsehood, in which he doesn’t feel he belongs in Heaven at all. If anything he feels he should probably belong in some deep dark pit in hell. He isn’t quite sure why he isn’t there and is instead on earth. Regardless, with this idea in his head he has set to wandering earth. For lack of something better to do and the fact he is enamored with the human race. He might be looking for something but he isn’t quite sure anymore.
His Vessel -
Just so happens to be the boy he wound up falling from Heaven because of. The boy did end up getting hit but thanks to Sestral he survived. While Nicolas has given him eternal permission to use him, since he isn't quite sure what it is anyway, or didn't at the time. Nicolas is often quiet, unless Sestral is alone. Then they have been known to have whole conversations, or at least as close to a conversation as the two ever get. Which can be quite interesting from time to time. Nicolas likes to inform Sestral that he isn't supposed to talk to strangers and that he needs to look both ways before crossing the road.